When I can’t wait for the clock to show me it’s 5pm!

TGIF! Woke up with a slight headache this morning, seriously thought Im gona get sick for the day but remembering I got a meeting at 11, made me jumped off my bed. Membencikan!

This few days mmg siapkan peanut butter and jelly sandwich and cuppa coffee dalam kereta sbb jalan yg sgt jem, normal time I can reach office is in AN HOUR. Memandangkan jem yg membosankan dan menambahkan stress, baik la breakfast dalam kete. Sgt membencikan!

Lastnite went out with Prabh, Margie, Ila & Dillon at the sportsbar and yakking until 11pm. I don’t feel like workin now. I am so demotivated. Nak kata sbb hari jumaat, tak jugak coz I’ve been having this feeling since Monday!

What I actually wanna do:

1. Get myself a new book. (nak pegi Times pun x sempat) – akan diusahakan hari ini!

2. Watch my DVDs – yg dah beli tapi belum tgk – The Unborn, Punisher 2, Benjamin Button –Hari tu dah penat tgk Changeling separuh jalan je)

3. Watch Confessions of A Shopaholic – me kinda like isla fisher since I saw her in The Wedding Crashers, I think...Her character was like, very naive looking and very sweet yet very spontaneous and adventurous and...notty! hehe – perancangan nya hendak tgk movie ini bersama rakan2 seangkatan –mungkin pada hari selasa depan kerana, hari Isnin, boss saya kata kami (my team) akan menonton The Secret, pada tepat jam 5.30 di dalam board room office sebelum bergerak ke Tamarind Springs for dinner

4. Lepak minum kopi bersama rakan dan menikmati hari jumaat yg indah

5. Apa saja aktiviti asalkan ianya merehatkan – beberapa hari ni asyik x sihat, boss saya kata maybe I’m too stress smp sakit so I better calm myself down (On the other note, I have been experiencing few changes after my surgery. Seumur hidup saya sebelum ni, I hardly had period cramps, mood swings a.k.a sekejap cranky sekejap comel (ooops perasan! heheh) and after the surgery, OMG bila timing dah nak smp, I am so cranky and it shows!!! And before it comes, mmg mcm sakit sana, sakit sini. Oh wait for my next appointment with doc, or maybe he’ ll just say it’s normal.

6. Kan best kalau dapat pegi holiday – make sure enuff food hehe and lepak reading books – yes saya sgt suka kalau dapat lepak baca buku tepi beach! Syioks! Actually no need to go too far or spend so many days pun...as long dapat wind down and with great company – it will surely be fun!

7. Adala sedikit perasaan atau niat nak masak black pepper lamb with lemon for my fam. Tapi mcm perlu siapkan juadah lain juga. Makanya mungkin spaghetti, salad and lamb...whoaaaaaaaaa...nice. esok or Sundayla kot

8. Nak transfer pics from my phone

9. Karaoke –hehehe with great companion. – dah lama sgt x karaoke due to my damaged voice.maka Cuma boleh pergi karaoke dgn rakan yg pergi utk suka2 dan bersuara sumbang juga

10. MY ULTIMATE GOAL : I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! Bangun cuma utk makan dan mandi. Tgk tv dan tidur semula.

Tips utk menjadikan tidur satu journey yg sgt indah dan selesa:

a. tukar dulu bedsheet, pillowcase and quilt cover...pastikan persekitaran adalah bersih dan nyaman (kalau kaki merasakan sesuatu di lantai, x lena tidur nanti)
b. Light on scented candles ...ooowh i love this part
c. Aircond dipasang secukup rasa, langsir ditutup bagi menghalang pencahayaan masuk dan menyilaukan mata anda (kalau sikit je takpa)
d. Kunci pintu agar tiada gangguan. Atau mungkin beritahu ibu anda utk membiarkan anda tidur selama 6 jam.
e. Switch phone mode to silent sekiranya tidak mahu diganggu
f. Ohya! Pakai pakaian yg menbuatkan anda rasa selesa. Kalau xnak pakai pun takpa tapi tertakluk kepada keadaan sekeliling..ngeh ngeh ngeh

Dari tadi x habis2 plan dan berangan. Reality checks sekarang harus buat kerja!
Isk isk cepatla pukul 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoy yr weekend peeps!

Oops before that, something nice to check out! dah lama dah baca these descriptions but baru nak letak kat sini. No need to take it seriously but just for the fun of it!

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree you fell from, but do not forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and see what you are like..

Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 01 Pine Tree
Sep 02 to Sep 12 Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) Beech Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, And attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence ) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, Likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes What life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially in dependent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness ) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility ) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary ) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgm ent and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for fami ly and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind ) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self-esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.


ciao babes!

When I’m down..

My weekend was full of family affairs.Went back 5pm sharp on Friday (I broke my record!!)

Reach home half an hour later, alk a bit, clean a bit before I took my bath and get ready for the Azhar and Adora’s wedding reception. Actually was not feeling well. Eyes were feeling so hot, sore throat and suddenly having back pain, neck pain and ultimately, fever.

Congrats to both Azhar and Adora! Marriage is a wonderful journey, you guys have just started and may everything sail smoothly, Insyaalllah.

Saturday morning woke up at 730 to find nobody at home. Mum and dad left for their functions (early morning wei!) then got myself a cuppa coffee and watch tv (nak goreng burger ramly tapi malas) then I started to clean the house, clean my room and it was 930 when I finished my bath when my sis dropped by.

After I put some colours to my pale face, jeans and t-shirt, Adam was happily pulled my hands and said “mummy, come let’s go jalan” hahahahha this cute boy. I actually was about to go out that time. And he was like “let’s go mummy, come!”

Kesian mamat nih sbb lepas tu dia nangis kena tinggal. Had a wonderful afternoon before I went back home for an hour and get ready to go out again with my parents.

Then we adjourned to the curve to have coffee and dinner. Sunday, woke up late and clearing my laundry bag. Adam came with his momma for breakfast. Then went out with mum and dad again, lunch at Sari Ratu (nasi padang) but I think I like Puti Bungsu Batam (jalan Yap Kwan Seng) better than Sari Ratu...then to San Francisco Coffee for ice mocha, cappuccino and Americano and to ampang for roti bom and mee udang. Veryyyyy nice! Boleh senang2 tambah 2kgs!

Bought few dvds and I finally watch Bride Wars lastnite (giler lembab kan? Hehe)
The storyline was not really unpredictable and I personally liked it. I always love both of them! Can’t wait to go back tonite and watch changeling!

I saw Misha Omar on tv lastnite singing Hanya cinta yg bisa with Dina (original singers were Agnes Monica and Titi DJ) – and the lyric hooked my attention..

Hanya cinta yang bisa menaklukkan dendam

Hanya kasih sayang tulus yang mampu menyentuh

Hanya cinta yang bisa mendamaikan benci

Hanya kasih sayang tulus yang mampu menembus ruang dan waktu

Dahla lately has been feeling melancholy all the way! Isk isk

And this song by NeYo ..-Mad

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking

Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming

And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,

all that that means is neither of us are listening,

and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)nothing, (crying for)nothing,

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)nothing,

it should be nothingto a love like what we got oh baby

I know some times it's gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now

cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)girl

I don't want to go to bed, mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

no I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing

(asking questions like you already know)

hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing

(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go,

whatever happened to working it out?)

We fall into this place where you ain't backing down,

and I ain't backing down,so what the hell do we do now?

So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)nothing,

(crying for)nothing...

When we won't let it go for nothing,nothing,

it should be nothingto a love like what we got

oh babyI know some times it's gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now

cause' I can't sleep through the pain girl

I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

no I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect,)

And just how good it's gonna be

We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...Baby we're gonna be...

I know some times it's gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now

cause' I can't sleep through the pain

(can't sleep through the pain)girl

I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

no I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

And my all time fav song by Babyface..

Reason For Breathing

If I cried like a baby would you change your mind?

If I told you I'm crazy would you come running back to me?

The harder I try to break away, the more I get lost in yesterday

The man that you know is just a shell, living without your life is hell

I turn on the radio just to take the hurt away

Another night and I'm missing you

Girl, it's killing me, wellI don't wanna die tonight,

but I think I might be going down'

Cause the only one I ever cared about is nowhere to be found

I don't wanna close my eyes 'cause I might not see the light of day

I'm almost out of air

You're my reason for breathing

I don't wanna go clubbing, I got no one to dance with me

I don't wanna go shopping, I got no one to spend my money on

Spending my time with one glass of wine

Playing solitaire just to ease my mind

Poured one for you, but I drank that too

Anything to kill the pain of losing you

I turn on the radio just to take the hurt away

Another night and I'm missing you

Girl, it's killing me

So I'm reaching out on this distant line

Hoping deep inside your heart's gonna find a reason

To keep me breathing

But I'm lost in this pain and I don't have much time

I'm so tired of walking this same old line

So I'm taking my pride, gonna throw it aside

Please let me breathe girl,

I'm sorryBaby girl, don't leave me standing here

I'm barely breathing, girl,

I'm running out of airBaby girl, don't leave me standing here

I'm barely breathing, girl, I'm running out of air

hehe jiwang siot! Saya bosan!

tadi saya tgk kalau ada movie yg menarik di pavilion utk ditonton tapi takde pun!

owh lately saya suka lagu Lady Gaga -poker face juga

hehe ciao

When the shower procedures made me laughed big time and a short catch-up on Ila's birthday

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**toothpick's birthday

HOW TO SHOWER - COMPLEXITY VS SIMPLICITY

HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN:

Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks.
Walk to bathroom wearing long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas.
Look at your womanly physique in the mirror -- make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower.
Use wash cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone.
Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins.
Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner.
Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red
Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash.
Rinse conditioner off hair.
Shave armpits and legs.. Rinse off.
Turn off shower Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country.
Wrap hair in super absorbent towel.
Return to bedroom wearing long robe and towel on head. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas.

HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A MAN:

Take off clothes while sitting on the edge of the bed and leave them in a pile.
Walk naked to the bathroom.
If you see wife along the way, shake wiener at her making the woo-woo sound. Look at your manly physique in the mirror.
Admire the size of your wiener and scratch your butt.
Get in the shower. Wash your face. Wash your armpits. B
low your nose in your hands and let the water rinse them off. Fart and laugh at how loud it sounds in the shower.
pend majority of time washing privates and surrounding area.
Wash your butt, leaving those coarse butt hairs stuck on the soap.
Wash your hair. Make a Shampoo Mohawk. Pee.
Rinse off and get out of shower. Partially dry off..
Fail to notice the water on floor because curtain was hanging out of tub the whole time.
Admire wiener size in mirror again.
Leave shower curtain open, wet mat on floor, and light and fan on. Return to bedroom with towel around waist.
If you pass wife, pull off towel, shake wiener at her and make the woo-woo sound again.
Throw wet towel on bed.

If there is anyone who did not laugh at the truth behind this, there is something SO very wrong with you. Have a great day...... and woo woo!!!

On the other note, we gave Ila a.k.a toothpick a surprised birthday lunch. The usual boring birthday rituals in office is to sing and cutting cake at 5pm on a person's birthday, so we decided to do something else.

Well, she thought that it was a normal team lunch and tadaaaaaaa, she was surprised! haha

Happy Birthday TOOTHPICK!

When you are living on a fast-paced lane and learning process is continuous

It’s been a whiiiiile since my last entry.AGAIN.

So much into the new year..or should I say we are reaching the end of first quarter of the year? Hehe
Well Alhamdulillah for me, though maybe not everything happens as I wish but God has granted some of my prayers
I went through the cyst removal surgery by end of January. Alhamdulillah I am recovering well. Dah boleh tick my wish list! dah service kereta, tukar tayar, para from ikea and flat screen for my room! niceeeeeeeeeeeee

when I was on my 3 weeks medical leave, it was not totally on leave since I still ran through meetings from home plus getting some documents done. Back to office, phewwwwww strictly no time dah...loads come continuously

But I am happy that I am healthy and kickin again!

Nothing interesting so far (or i forgot em already?) again, im still trying to understand things that is happening around me
Or maybe I like to think about relationship..some people said thinking too much is not good. But end of the day I still think and TRY to understand and put a rationale into it. Sedapkan hati sendiri hehehe

Last few weeks I had been hearing looooootsa confessions from my male friends. Here is something to think..

It is understandable that, other than our spouse/partner, in most cases we do have other person that we are more comfortable to talk to. We can talk about everything. For some reasons, sometimes some issues we are not comfortable to talk to our partner/ spouse. I had experience this and also see this happening for years.

But, of course bottom line and end of the day the one that matters the most is definitely your loved ones/partner/spouse and nothing can change that.

But what happen along the way is, when you don’t control the comfy stage or the admiration level, you might fall for the ‘friend’ that you first assume as the comfy friend that you can share everything. You might find out that he/she is a very lovely person, care about you, full of courage and end of the day you know that he/she understands you best and you understand him/her best! And then the devilish (or maybe I should not say this) part of your mind would be thinking how nice would it be if you are actually end up in a relationship- running life together with that ‘friend’

For those who are married/engaged/serious relationship this would be a major problem. First you will not see this coming as a problem/threat but you would never know the latter part of the "friendship”

But rationally everybody have ‘cool buddies’ and doesn’t matter he/she, doesn’t matter whether you are attached to someone but you can/must have a cool buddy

That is why in my culture, or advisable lifestyle would highly prefer us to only share EVERYTHING with our partner/spouse and not anyone else outside the marriage/relationship plus we need to have big gaps between your partner/spouse and cool buddies

Tapi mcm x best kalau takda geng yg boleh ckp kasar seperti gangster/berlawak keterlaluan/ memuji tapi bila mengutuk pun boleh tahan (secara berdepan ok!) ..bukan nya x boleh di praktikkan dgn pasangan tapi mungkin tidak semua org yg boleh all-out atau selamba badak je depan pasangan. And topic yg saya ckp ni, kalau dibincang bersama suami/isteri/tunang tersayang mesti akan menimbulkan pergaduhan sekiranya berlainan pendapat. But, it will not ends there..Haha fening tak?

And based on my real-life experience, when I was married to him, susah nya la nak communicate, nak ckp susah, tulis surat walaupun duduk serumah – tapi dia tak jawab pun, most of the time berlawan sms je, itu pun kalau dia nak jwb, bila balik rumah dari kerja pun tak bnyk benda nak ckp, kadang hati dah marah, tapi tak lepas

so bila tgk one part of all reasons why we failed, and i think this is the main reason, I honestly admitted our communication flow was very very weak.

But amazingly, when we divorced, the communication between us become a lottttt better....jadila seperti statement di atas yg menyatakan perbualan gangster dan kelakuan selamba badak dan sebagainya...makanya kami boleh je berckp pasal apa pun, tak seperti waktu bersama dulu. After all, he knows me inside out, and vice versa

**though our communication was weak, jokes agak bnyk la jugak
(sbb dia selalu mengejek tahap kependekkan saya, pemakaian saya,berat saya dan cuba sedaya upaya untuk kentut di atas peha saya yg berseluar pendek, dia kata “nak bagi lebam kat peha”)

Well, that is my experience, we became good friends. We shared our stuff, we talked abt our shitty days, what we wana get etc don't know what to say...maybe berkawan lebih baik hehehe

well dats MY experience