me - updates

Feels like I haven’t been updating the diary since forever! Hehe
It’s been a major restructuring going on in my life
I was too depressed of work, till it gets into my nerves badly
I didn’t say there’s a job without stress
But come to a point, I was asking myself whether I am happy?
Since right now my priority is towards my work, If I am giving my everything for it, is it worth it?
Enuff said, I know I need to make my decision..It has to start somewhere
One month walking this line, I’ve learn ALOT
And still much more to go

And tonite, I am grateful to say that I’ve made the best decision, and now is the time for me to boost my part
Having the full adrenaline and drive to do my best
On that part, Alhamdulillah
Well thats about work

Personal life, I would say God is testing me in many many many ways, that I always have to be VERY strong
Heartache? Phewwwww, been burnt...storms coming my way etc
Tough life? Hehe
Sgt bersyukur I am still standing strong over the storm
Resilient seems to be overly rated
I know to break/ hurt someone’s heart is damn easy
Then what I must do?
Take care of my own heart! Selfish? Been giving ways too much that it hurts myself in the end
Hahaha becoming heartless?
Susah sbb I am a person full of emotions, and full of love

But when I set my heart to be free, I found myself, I found happiness
Alhamdulillah, thank you Tuhan for always giving this hamba of Yours as many chances to find her path..
This ramadhan and syawal gonna be a purely good one!

**went for a business trip to Myanmar, learn alot about the people and the culture there..very interesting I would say. Had a good time there and lookin out for more!
**x sabar tggu baju raya siap! heheheheheh