When I’m down..

My weekend was full of family affairs.Went back 5pm sharp on Friday (I broke my record!!)

Reach home half an hour later, alk a bit, clean a bit before I took my bath and get ready for the Azhar and Adora’s wedding reception. Actually was not feeling well. Eyes were feeling so hot, sore throat and suddenly having back pain, neck pain and ultimately, fever.

Congrats to both Azhar and Adora! Marriage is a wonderful journey, you guys have just started and may everything sail smoothly, Insyaalllah.

Saturday morning woke up at 730 to find nobody at home. Mum and dad left for their functions (early morning wei!) then got myself a cuppa coffee and watch tv (nak goreng burger ramly tapi malas) then I started to clean the house, clean my room and it was 930 when I finished my bath when my sis dropped by.

After I put some colours to my pale face, jeans and t-shirt, Adam was happily pulled my hands and said “mummy, come let’s go jalan” hahahahha this cute boy. I actually was about to go out that time. And he was like “let’s go mummy, come!”

Kesian mamat nih sbb lepas tu dia nangis kena tinggal. Had a wonderful afternoon before I went back home for an hour and get ready to go out again with my parents.

Then we adjourned to the curve to have coffee and dinner. Sunday, woke up late and clearing my laundry bag. Adam came with his momma for breakfast. Then went out with mum and dad again, lunch at Sari Ratu (nasi padang) but I think I like Puti Bungsu Batam (jalan Yap Kwan Seng) better than Sari Ratu...then to San Francisco Coffee for ice mocha, cappuccino and Americano and to ampang for roti bom and mee udang. Veryyyyy nice! Boleh senang2 tambah 2kgs!

Bought few dvds and I finally watch Bride Wars lastnite (giler lembab kan? Hehe)
The storyline was not really unpredictable and I personally liked it. I always love both of them! Can’t wait to go back tonite and watch changeling!

I saw Misha Omar on tv lastnite singing Hanya cinta yg bisa with Dina (original singers were Agnes Monica and Titi DJ) – and the lyric hooked my attention..

Hanya cinta yang bisa menaklukkan dendam

Hanya kasih sayang tulus yang mampu menyentuh

Hanya cinta yang bisa mendamaikan benci

Hanya kasih sayang tulus yang mampu menembus ruang dan waktu

Dahla lately has been feeling melancholy all the way! Isk isk

And this song by NeYo ..-Mad

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking

Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming

And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,

all that that means is neither of us are listening,

and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)nothing, (crying for)nothing,

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)nothing,

it should be nothingto a love like what we got oh baby

I know some times it's gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now

cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)girl

I don't want to go to bed, mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

no I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing

(asking questions like you already know)

hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing

(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go,

whatever happened to working it out?)

We fall into this place where you ain't backing down,

and I ain't backing down,so what the hell do we do now?

So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)nothing,

(crying for)nothing...

When we won't let it go for nothing,nothing,

it should be nothingto a love like what we got

oh babyI know some times it's gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now

cause' I can't sleep through the pain girl

I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

no I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect,)

And just how good it's gonna be

We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...Baby we're gonna be...

I know some times it's gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now

cause' I can't sleep through the pain

(can't sleep through the pain)girl

I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

no I don't want to go to bed mad at you

and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

And my all time fav song by Babyface..

Reason For Breathing

If I cried like a baby would you change your mind?

If I told you I'm crazy would you come running back to me?

The harder I try to break away, the more I get lost in yesterday

The man that you know is just a shell, living without your life is hell

I turn on the radio just to take the hurt away

Another night and I'm missing you

Girl, it's killing me, wellI don't wanna die tonight,

but I think I might be going down'

Cause the only one I ever cared about is nowhere to be found

I don't wanna close my eyes 'cause I might not see the light of day

I'm almost out of air

You're my reason for breathing

I don't wanna go clubbing, I got no one to dance with me

I don't wanna go shopping, I got no one to spend my money on

Spending my time with one glass of wine

Playing solitaire just to ease my mind

Poured one for you, but I drank that too

Anything to kill the pain of losing you

I turn on the radio just to take the hurt away

Another night and I'm missing you

Girl, it's killing me

So I'm reaching out on this distant line

Hoping deep inside your heart's gonna find a reason

To keep me breathing

But I'm lost in this pain and I don't have much time

I'm so tired of walking this same old line

So I'm taking my pride, gonna throw it aside

Please let me breathe girl,

I'm sorryBaby girl, don't leave me standing here

I'm barely breathing, girl,

I'm running out of airBaby girl, don't leave me standing here

I'm barely breathing, girl, I'm running out of air

hehe jiwang siot! Saya bosan!

tadi saya tgk kalau ada movie yg menarik di pavilion utk ditonton tapi takde pun!

owh lately saya suka lagu Lady Gaga -poker face juga

hehe ciao